There isn't a whole lot going on in life right now, but I do have some questions. When someone rejects God so they can gain an identity of there own, are they really rejecting themselves; since we are created in Gods image and there is a part of Him in all of us, (the part that gives us choice). Are they rejecting the part of themselves that would actually give them there identity and are they really taking choice away from themselves as they restrict there view of "the pursuit" of there identity. If they are doing this how do we show them that the one thing they are looking for they have just rejected? My other question is this, what are we doing in life that is allowing our “former absolute beliefs” to be blurred into obscurity that seems to lead to some sort of philosophical retardation! We create cyclical arguments that seems to confuse people to the point of not noticing that we’ve created more mental highs and lows in people than a bi polar, narcissistic, schizophrenic on ecstasy, drinking a glass of blasted church red wine with a rofie dissolving in the bottom while telling a joke about aids babies to THEMSELVES!
Just a thought.

Ok let’s try this again; I’ve had a pretty gut wrenching humbling week… why? Good question! I made the stupidest mistake I think I have ever made in my life (hence the apology in the post below) this mistake was so bad it even surprised me at how stupid it really was. When I make mistakes there not usually that bad but for some reason I guess I felt I needed to set some sort of idiot record. I put something on my blog that I really, really shouldn’t have and in doing that I hurt some friends who didn’t deserve to be hurt and I’m extremely sorry for that, ( I don’t think I will ever stop apologizing for this). The other big problem with this is that I put my credibility as a friend on the line, broke trust and even worse I put my leadership in question (which is one of my biggest fears) and so in doing this I have a lot of begging for forgiveness to do and a mess that I have to clean up that could take a long time. So if you are reading this and you know what I’m talking about then I ask for your forgiveness and I don’t really know how to tell you how sorry I really am, but I just hope and pray that you believe me. But not just through this post but if you leave a comment (or email me that you know what I’m talking about) then you will probably get a visit from doing this in person. If you have no clue what this is about then please pray for me because I’m going to be eating this mistake for a long,long time!
Mandeep